Ms. Courtneyyyy....

yes miracle whip breann

Sun, 24 Apr 2005 03:10:16 GMT

well me and breann are friends again..look at this beautiful thing..she made it pretty...got to love the hot dogs and miracle whip...ewww sick
later

so freakin happy :D!!!!!!!!!!!!

Fri, 22 Apr 2005 02:33:18 GMT

MATT ASKED ME OUT..AND I SAID YES...IM SO HAPPY YAY....MUCH LOVE
COURTNEY ALICIA VOSS

i watched you very closely today.....

Tue, 19 Apr 2005 21:38:59 GMT

i watched you very closely today for those 20 so minutes....no reason i suppose....just to make sure it was really you...sometimes i still think about you...i am not so sure why..but when i find out...i will let you know...i really am sorry ...you know that...this is a big mess...i didnt want things to be like this...u understand that>??? i hit a inside the park homerun yesterday...and i got 2 singles and a double...it was a good game we won 12-2...but for some reason...i wasnt really thinking about the game...all of this has gotten me so confused..sometimes i just lay in my bed and wonder why it had to happen this way...(i bet you do that to huh) maybe not...but just maybe...well there you go..love reading it.till better words

!~~!keep thinking!~~!
xoxo
courtney alicia voss

blah

Mon, 18 Apr 2005 16:29:18 GMT

just sittin here with briana and katie...MOOD

Fri, 15 Apr 2005 01:50:48 GMT

HELLO

GOODBYE

well dang! im nervous...urg

Mon, 11 Apr 2005 23:13:01 GMT

well hey everyone, i just got back from softball practice, im really nervous, bc tomarrow is or first game, and idk why im nervous, but i am...i also talked to someone lastnight...believe it or not, i missed him a lil when he was gone...but im just glad things are OK bc when we fight it isnt pleasant...at all...well i dont really want to talk about things right now, im still all confused and thinking myself, so ill get back to ya later...later tater tots

love you
courtney alicia voss

leave me some post posts lol...later

read this shit...im back sucka

Fri, 08 Apr 2005 17:44:44 GMT

this guy walks into a bar, looks and see's an attractive woman, and then glances at his watch the woman asks him, are u waiting on a date? he says, no, i was just looking at my state of the art watch she is like, state of the art watch, what is so special about it? well, it talks to me the woman asks what is it telling him right now the man replies, well, right now it says ur not wearing any panties. the woman laughs, " ur wrong, looks like ur watch is broken. the man says, damnt, i must have set it an hour fast...

haha...later tater tots

courtney

woot woot mutha fuckas

Fri, 01 Apr 2005 01:59:24 GMT

Leaving for Florida tomarrow night...KEY WEST MUTHA FUCKAS....me and my sis are gonna fuckin party...fuck all this shit going on right now...gonna have fun...hells yeah...leave me sum lovin...later tater tots

courtney alicia voss

well...what was that?? dang

Thu, 31 Mar 2005 03:30:59 GMT

well i went to krogers tonight...to get some stuff..didnt really want to ...bc i knew it wouldnt be the best thing that has ever happened..so i go in..and ofcourse i see wonderful bradley..but i refuse to even look his way...so i go get all my stuff..blah blah...effin looked at him one time..thats it..and i started crying...dang...i didnt think it would be that hard to just go get some effin food...he kept looking at me tho...i have no idea what that was all about...but yeah...that was pretty hard to go in there..and act like i was just having the time of my life....bc ....i deffently was not doing that...yup i still miss him...i guess i always will...but i guess thats how life is huh...urg..oh well...later tater tots

courtney alicia voss

i love you?? who knows now days

I FUCKIN HATE THIS.....

Mon, 28 Mar 2005 16:24:22 GMT

well hey effers...im just sittin at home being sick with the flu....YUCK DAMMIT...well lastnight something bad happened that upset me, but i guess thats what HE/SHE wants. Its hard to hear that, but i cant change it. Im not going to get in the way anymore, GOD...WHAT THE FUCK...HE/SHE ACTS LIKE ITS ALL MY FUCKIN FAULT...I CANT HELP HOW I FEEL...AND YOU WERE HELPING ME IN THOSE FEELINGS. fuck it..im done with the bitching about it. He/she always does this, then comes back and says they are sorry, why, why , why , why does it have to be like this. Either you want to talk to me as a friend, or you want to hurt me, your doing both, and it hurts even more...urg...I FUCKIN HATE LOVE NOW. IT BRINGS NOTHING BUT PAIN TO THE HEART. ITS FUCKIN SLOWLY LEAVING..AND TAKING ME WITH IT...I DONT WANT THAT LOVE TO GO AWAY, BUT THEN AGAIN, I FUCKIN DO. URG...IM DONE
LATER
COURTNEY

yes.........!!!!!!!

Sat, 26 Mar 2005 16:41:58 GMT

Looking back at me, I see that i never really got it right....
I never stopped to think of you...Im always rapped up in things i can not win
You are the anti-dop that gets me by, something strong that gets me hiiiiiigggh.

What i really meant to say is im sorry for the way i am ...never meant to be so cold
I never meant to be so cold

Cause i really meant to say is im sorry for the way i am...never meant to be so cold
ever meant to be sooo cold.

Cold to you im sorry about all the lies..maybe in a different life
You can see me stand on my own again cause now i cant see me.

You are the anti-dop that gets me by, something strong like a drug that gets me
HIIIIIIIIGGGGGGHHHHHH.

What I really meant to say is im sorry for the way I am ...never meant to be so cold
Never meant to be so cold

Cause I really meant to say is im sorry for the way i am...never meant to be so cold
Never meant to be so cold.

I never meant to be soooo........cold.....
Oh ohhhh ohh ohhhhh...ooooh .....ohhhhhhh....ohhhh.ooooohhhhh

I never really wanted you to see, the screwed up side of me that i keep
Locked inside of me so deep, it always seems to get me
I NEVER REALLY WANTED YOU TO GO
SO MANY THINGS YOU SHOULD'VE KNOWN
i guess i just want you to know
I never meant to be so cold

What i really mean to say is im sorry for the way i am...never meant to be so cold
never meant to be so cold

What i really meant to say is im sorry for the way i am...never meant to be so cold
never meant to be so cold.....

Bradley Shaun Strasser.....I love you?

courtney alicia voss

oh what do i do...what do i do

Fri, 25 Mar 2005 23:25:14 GMT

..........................GOD DAMMIT.............I MISS YOU
........well yes i love him........
..............duh......
but what the hell am i suppose to do........
.............he still loves me.........he tells me so......
....i know he still wants this......
..........why the fuck cant you just let her go.......
........................i need you here with me!.........plz.......
.......i love you with all of my heart......god dammit......
why the hell are we apart..........urg.......
........urg i tell ya urg.........what is all this.......
...yes you have made a mess of my head.......
...........lol ..but you were always good in bed......
........................brad i guess im just trying to say.........
.....i need you with me......each and ever fuckin day.......

well i was bored..but that is for my lovely one...later tater tots

courtney alicia

dammit....

Fri, 25 Mar 2005 03:36:58 GMT

I MISS YOU SO FUCKIN MUCH....

somone
kissed me
on the
forehead today
and told me that he
loved me!!

Why cant that be everyday...only having it in a different way...I LOVE U MUTHA FUCKA
LOL
...LATER TATER TOTS

courtney alicia

uuuuurrrrgggg...i tell ya uuuuurrrrrggggg

Thu, 24 Mar 2005 03:41:48 GMT

I FUCKIN LOVE YOU...GOD DAMMIT....
URG...

love n nothing
courtney

read this shit....

Wed, 23 Mar 2005 21:10:16 GMT

Remember that first day we met...oh dang...do i remember it like it was just yesterday...u were beautiful in every way...i fell for you the second i jumped on you....then we got the hook up..and things were great for those first 11 months...yes things got bad...and yes we worked through them...i know our love helped...it was everything that we had...then things were going good again...and i made a mistake and lost you....i fucked it up...not you...then some bad shit happened....and i still loved you...and you were still there for me...then we got the hook up....we were great for that month...then i made a mistake again..and gave up my valentine...i loved him...and i still do...he means everything to me...you all know thats true...im just trying to say that i still love you....well thats it....

ps...guys this is a true story...he still means everything to me...im lost...but i guess thats life....later tater tots

courtney alicia voss

heres a song....

Wed, 23 Mar 2005 02:42:29 GMT

I found myself today, oh i found myself and ran away.
But something pulled me back, voice of reason i forgot i had.
But your not here to say, what you always used to say.
But its written in the sky tonight....

SO I WONT GIVE UP NO I WONT BREAK DOWN
SOONER THAN IT SEEMS LIFE TURNS AROUND
AND I WILL BE STRONG EVEN IF IT ALL GOES WRONG
WHEN IM STANDING IN THE DARK I STILL BELIEVE
SOMEONES WATCHING OVER ME

what a mess this has all turend out to be.......

Tue, 22 Mar 2005 03:14:49 GMT

well hey effers...im just sittin here being none happy at the moment.. ok so brad gets on the computer and is like i love you, i lied i want to be back with you...and im sorry...well ok...not bad huh...well then me and my mom went to subway...and look is who skating down the street...and look who is with him..breann...wow...what a mess huh..so you preach that u dont want to be with her anymore...yet not even 2 hours after we talk...you are with her..huh..well thats jacked up...hrm...on other hands...this jordan guy...cool kid cool kid...brad thinks we are together tho...i barely even know jordan...how can i be with him...good question..good question...well what a mess you have made this..but i shall be just fine...later tater tots

courtney alicia

just sittin here in english...woh effin woh

Mon, 21 Mar 2005 19:27:22 GMT

Well hey everyone im just sittin here in my english class...just got done with my final..it was pretty easy. so me and brad are talking again...he tells me that he still loves me..but i guess it will just take time to find out if thats true, so this jordan guy im talking to is really nice...but who knows whats going to happen now...ya know...woot woot mutha fucka...well im going to get back to my being bored..so hit me up later ....later tater tot

courtney alicia voss :D

here we go again

Sun, 20 Mar 2005 19:16:00 GMT

From te time i was little i knew i was great
cause the ppl would tell me "youll make it just wait"
but they never did tell me how reat i would be
if i ever played someone who was greater than me

courtney alicia

woot woot mutha fuckers

Sun, 20 Mar 2005 17:34:51 GMT

***FACE THE THING YOU fear AND YOU DO AWAY WITH THE fear***

THE TASK AHEAD OF US ITS NEVER AS GREAT AS THE POWER BEHIND US

^%^COURTNEY ALICIA VOSS^%^

here we go

Im leavin now to slay the foe, fight the battles high and low
Im leaving mother, hear me go, Plz wish me luck today.
Ive grown my wings, I want to fly seize my victories where they lie.
Im going mom, but plz dont cry, just let me find my way

courtne mutha fuckin voss

here we go

Sat, 19 Mar 2005 16:29:58 GMT

I keep my paint brush with me
Wherever I may go
So the real me doesnt show
Im so afraid to show you me
You might laugh or say mean things
Im afraid i might lose you

Id like to remove all my paint coats
To show you the real, true me
But I want you to try and understand
I need you to accept what you see

So if you'll be patient and close your eyes
I'll slip off all my coats real slow
Please understand how much it hurts
To let the real me show

Now my coats are all stripped off
I feel naked, bare, and cold
And if you still love me with all that you see
You are my friend pure as gold

I need to save my paintbrush thought
And hold it in my hand
I wnat to keep it handy
Incase somebody doesnt understand

So please protect me my dear friend
And thanks for loving me true
But please let me keep my paintbrush wit me
Until I love me too.

courtney alicia

well im glad i was grounded tonight ;)

Sat, 19 Mar 2005 05:26:17 GMT

well hey everyone...im just sittin here having a GREAT conversation with Mr. Jordan ...he is really sweet...yup....i just might have to meet this boy...lol...im glad i was grounded tonight...or i prolly wouldnt have talke to him...*tear* lol...No but seriously he is really a sweetheart..and i think i should meet him...urg have to go to the softball field tomarrow to "clean up" fun fun fun....not really..and my ass hurts bc today at softball i got hit in the ass with the ball and it hurt ...OUCH...lol...well not lots to say..so ttyl...later tater tots

courtney alicia
**lue**

woot woot mutha fuckers

Sat, 19 Mar 2005 04:16:13 GMT

*The \\\\*
Last Cigarette:	Right Now
Last Alcoholic Drink:	Like 30 min ago
Last Car Ride:	10 min ago
Last Kiss:	hrm...bradley
Last Good Cry:	Lastnight
Last Library Book:	awhile ago
Last book bought:	awhile ago
Last Book Read:	2 weeks ago
Last Movie Seen in Theatres:	hrm...The Grudge
Last Movie Rented:	The Notebook...great movie
Last Cuss Word Uttered:	Shit
Last Beverage Drank:	Mt. Dew from taco bell
Last Food Consumed:	Taco Bell
Last Crush:	Ricky
Last Phone Call:	Kayleigh
Last TV Show Watched:	Scooby-Due
Last Time Showered:	hrm..like 4 hours ago
Last Shoes Worn:	My Etnies
Last CD Played:	The Used
Last Item Bought:	Cloths
Last Download:	Greenday
Last Annoyance:	effin breann wade dammit
Last Disappointment:	Bradley Shaun
Last Soda Drank:	dont know
Last Thing Written:	My Journal
Last Key Used:	hrm
Last Words Spoken:	asswipe
Last Sleep:	Lastnight
Last Ice Cream Eaten:	long time ago
Last Chair Sat In:	Computer Chair
Last Webpage Visited:	photobucket
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cupcakes....and frosting....yummm....lol

Sat, 19 Mar 2005 02:02:45 GMT

the effin life a peru teenager...is meaning less..and has no point...we should all leave..and live somewhere else..bc it is boring...jessie..cupcakes....and frosting..no worries..and im talking to some louie guy...but i have no ideas as to whom he is...lol...another one of my random things..lol later tater tots

courtney alicia

beautiful....

Fri, 18 Mar 2005 02:55:04 GMT

CLOSE my eyes and move to the back of my mind

where WORRIES are washed out to sea

see the CHanGEs peoples faces BLURRED out like sunspots or rain drops
NOW!!
All those feelings those yesterdays FEELINGS will all be lost in time

bUT today ive wasTED away for TODay is on my MIND

left the only WORRIES i had in my hands aWAY from the light in my eyes

holding
tight and try
not to hide how i feel
cause feelings MEAN nothing
NOW!!!

all those feelings those yesterdays feelings will all be lost in time

but
today ive wasted away for today is on my mind

I CANT CARE TO WORRY IM FEELING SO LONELY BREAKING APART ALL THIS LOVE IN MY HEART!!!

close

my
eyes
and move to the back of my mind
WHERE FEELINGS MEAN NOTHING...NOW!!
all those feelings those yesterdays feelings will all be lost in time

but today ive wasted away for today is on my mind
fuck yall...exspecially you two fuck heads

courtney