| yes miracle whip breann |
[23 Apr 2005|10:11pm] |
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well me and breann are friends again..look at this beautiful thing..she made it pretty...got to love the hot dogs and miracle whip...ewww sick
later
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| so freakin happy :D!!!!!!!!!!!! |
[21 Apr 2005|09:34pm] |
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MATT ASKED ME OUT..AND I SAID YES...IM SO HAPPY YAY....MUCH LOVE
COURTNEY ALICIA VOSS
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| i watched you very closely today..... |
[19 Apr 2005|04:36pm] |
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i watched you very closely today for those 20 so minutes....no reason i suppose....just to make sure it was really you...sometimes i still think about you...i am not so sure why..but when i find out...i will let you know...i really am sorry ...you know that...this is a big mess...i didnt want things to be like this...u understand that>??? i hit a inside the park homerun yesterday...and i got 2 singles and a double...it was a good game we won 12-2...but for some reason...i wasnt really thinking about the game...all of this has gotten me so confused..sometimes i just lay in my bed and wonder why it had to happen this way...(i bet you do that to huh) maybe not...but just maybe...well there you go..love reading it.till better words
!~~!keep thinking!~~!
xoxo
courtney alicia voss
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[18 Apr 2005|11:27am] |
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just sittin here with briana and katie...MOOD
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[14 Apr 2005|08:52pm] |
HELLO
GOODBYE
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| well dang! im nervous...urg |
[11 Apr 2005|06:10pm] |
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well hey everyone, i just got back from softball practice, im really nervous, bc tomarrow is or first game, and idk why im nervous, but i am...i also talked to someone lastnight...believe it or not, i missed him a lil when he was gone...but im just glad things are OK bc when we fight it isnt pleasant...at all...well i dont really want to talk about things right now, im still all confused and thinking myself, so ill get back to ya later...later tater tots
love you
courtney alicia voss
leave me some post posts lol...later
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| read this shit...im back sucka |
[08 Apr 2005|12:45pm] |
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this guy walks into a bar, looks and see's an attractive woman, and then glances at his watch the woman asks him, are u waiting on a date? he says, no, i was just looking at my state of the art watch she is like, state of the art watch, what is so special about it? well, it talks to me the woman asks what is it telling him right now the man replies, well, right now it says ur not wearing any panties. the woman laughs, " ur wrong, looks like ur watch is broken. the man says, damnt, i must have set it an hour fast...
haha...later tater tots
courtney
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| woot woot mutha fuckas |
[31 Mar 2005|09:00pm] |
Leaving for Florida tomarrow night...KEY WEST MUTHA FUCKAS....me and my sis are gonna fuckin party...fuck all this shit going on right now...gonna have fun...hells yeah...leave me sum lovin...later tater tots
courtney alicia voss
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| well...what was that?? dang |
[30 Mar 2005|10:29pm] |
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well i went to krogers tonight...to get some stuff..didnt really want to ...bc i knew it wouldnt be the best thing that has ever happened..so i go in..and ofcourse i see wonderful bradley..but i refuse to even look his way...so i go get all my stuff..blah blah...effin looked at him one time..thats it..and i started crying...dang...i didnt think it would be that hard to just go get some effin food...he kept looking at me tho...i have no idea what that was all about...but yeah...that was pretty hard to go in there..and act like i was just having the time of my life....bc ....i deffently was not doing that...yup i still miss him...i guess i always will...but i guess thats how life is huh...urg..oh well...later tater tots
courtney alicia voss
i love you?? who knows now days
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[28 Mar 2005|11:22am] |
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well hey effers...im just sittin at home being sick with the flu....YUCK DAMMIT...well lastnight something bad happened that upset me, but i guess thats what HE/SHE wants. Its hard to hear that, but i cant change it. Im not going to get in the way anymore, GOD...WHAT THE FUCK...HE/SHE ACTS LIKE ITS ALL MY FUCKIN FAULT...I CANT HELP HOW I FEEL...AND YOU WERE HELPING ME IN THOSE FEELINGS. fuck it..im done with the bitching about it. He/she always does this, then comes back and says they are sorry, why, why , why , why does it have to be like this. Either you want to talk to me as a friend, or you want to hurt me, your doing both, and it hurts even more...urg...I FUCKIN HATE LOVE NOW. IT BRINGS NOTHING BUT PAIN TO THE HEART. ITS FUCKIN SLOWLY LEAVING..AND TAKING ME WITH IT...I DONT WANT THAT LOVE TO GO AWAY, BUT THEN AGAIN, I FUCKIN DO. URG...IM DONE
LATER
COURTNEY
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| yes.........!!!!!!! |
[26 Mar 2005|08:19am] |
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Looking back at me, I see that i never really got it right....
I never stopped to think of you...Im always rapped up in things i can not win
You are the anti-dop that gets me by, something strong that gets me hiiiiiigggh.
What i really meant to say is im sorry for the way i am ...never meant to be so cold
I never meant to be so cold
Cause i really meant to say is im sorry for the way i am...never meant to be so cold
ever meant to be sooo cold.
Cold to you im sorry about all the lies..maybe in a different life
You can see me stand on my own again cause now i cant see me.
You are the anti-dop that gets me by, something strong like a drug that gets me
HIIIIIIIIGGGGGGHHHHHH.
What I really meant to say is im sorry for the way I am ...never meant to be so cold
Never meant to be so cold
Cause I really meant to say is im sorry for the way i am...never meant to be so cold
Never meant to be so cold.
I never meant to be soooo........cold.....
Oh ohhhh ohh ohhhhh...ooooh .....ohhhhhhh....ohhhh.ooooohhhhh
I never really wanted you to see, the screwed up side of me that i keep
Locked inside of me so deep, it always seems to get me
I NEVER REALLY WANTED YOU TO GO
SO MANY THINGS YOU SHOULD'VE KNOWN
i guess i just want you to know
I never meant to be so cold
What i really mean to say is im sorry for the way i am...never meant to be so cold
never meant to be so cold
What i really meant to say is im sorry for the way i am...never meant to be so cold
never meant to be so cold.....
Bradley Shaun Strasser.....I love you?
courtney alicia voss
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| oh what do i do...what do i do |
[25 Mar 2005|03:21pm] |
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..........................GOD DAMMIT.............I MISS YOU
........well yes i love him........
..............duh......
but what the hell am i suppose to do........
.............he still loves me.........he tells me so......
....i know he still wants this......
..........why the fuck cant you just let her go.......
........................i need you here with me!.........plz.......
.......i love you with all of my heart......god dammit......
why the hell are we apart..........urg.......
........urg i tell ya urg.........what is all this.......
...yes you have made a mess of my head.......
...........lol ..but you were always good in bed......
........................brad i guess im just trying to say.........
.....i need you with me......each and ever fuckin day.......
well i was bored..but that is for my lovely one...later tater tots
courtney alicia
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[24 Mar 2005|10:36pm] |
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I MISS YOU SO FUCKIN MUCH....
somone
kissed me
on the
forehead today
and told me that he
loved me!!
Why cant that be everyday...only having it in a different way...I LOVE U MUTHA FUCKA
LOL
...LATER TATER TOTS
courtney alicia
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| read this shit.... |
[23 Mar 2005|04:04pm] |
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Remember that first day we met...oh dang...do i remember it like it was just yesterday...u were beautiful in every way...i fell for you the second i jumped on you....then we got the hook up..and things were great for those first 11 months...yes things got bad...and yes we worked through them...i know our love helped...it was everything that we had...then things were going good again...and i made a mistake and lost you....i fucked it up...not you...then some bad shit happened....and i still loved you...and you were still there for me...then we got the hook up....we were great for that month...then i made a mistake again..and gave up my valentine...i loved him...and i still do...he means everything to me...you all know thats true...im just trying to say that i still love you....well thats it....
ps...guys this is a true story...he still means everything to me...im lost...but i guess thats life....later tater tots
courtney alicia voss
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[22 Mar 2005|09:42pm] |
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I found myself today, oh i found myself and ran away.
But something pulled me back, voice of reason i forgot i had.
But your not here to say, what you always used to say.
But its written in the sky tonight....
SO I WONT GIVE UP NO I WONT BREAK DOWN
SOONER THAN IT SEEMS LIFE TURNS AROUND
AND I WILL BE STRONG EVEN IF IT ALL GOES WRONG
WHEN IM STANDING IN THE DARK I STILL BELIEVE
SOMEONES WATCHING OVER ME
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| what a mess this has all turend out to be....... |
[21 Mar 2005|10:09pm] |
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well hey effers...im just sittin here being none happy at the moment.. ok so brad gets on the computer and is like i love you, i lied i want to be back with you...and im sorry...well ok...not bad huh...well then me and my mom went to subway...and look is who skating down the street...and look who is with him..breann...wow...what a mess huh..so you preach that u dont want to be with her anymore...yet not even 2 hours after we talk...you are with her..huh..well thats jacked up...hrm...on other hands...this jordan guy...cool kid cool kid...brad thinks we are together tho...i barely even know jordan...how can i be with him...good question..good question...well what a mess you have made this..but i shall be just fine...later tater tots
courtney alicia
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| just sittin here in english...woh effin woh |
[21 Mar 2005|02:23pm] |
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Well hey everyone im just sittin here in my english class...just got done with my final..it was pretty easy. so me and brad are talking again...he tells me that he still loves me..but i guess it will just take time to find out if thats true, so this jordan guy im talking to is really nice...but who knows whats going to happen now...ya know...woot woot mutha fucka...well im going to get back to my being bored..so hit me up later ....later tater tot
courtney alicia voss :D
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| here we go again |
[20 Mar 2005|02:16pm] |
From te time i was little i knew i was great
cause the ppl would tell me "youll make it just wait"
but they never did tell me how reat i would be
if i ever played someone who was greater than me
courtney alicia
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| woot woot mutha fuckers |
[20 Mar 2005|12:33pm] |
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***FACE THE THING YOU fear AND YOU DO AWAY WITH THE fear***
THE TASK AHEAD OF US ITS NEVER AS GREAT AS THE POWER BEHIND US
^%^COURTNEY ALICIA VOSS^%^
here we go
Im leavin now to slay the foe, fight the battles high and low
Im leaving mother, hear me go, Plz wish me luck today.
Ive grown my wings, I want to fly seize my victories where they lie.
Im going mom, but plz dont cry, just let me find my way
courtne mutha fuckin voss
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